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There he was the one the only one I could ever love. Oh by the way my names Bert. He is that person in my dreams the one I see everyday his name is Gerard way. Him and is jet black hair pulling me in as if he was absorbing me but he’d never be gay… or…was he?
I just had to find out so I started asking around town whilst of coarse getting a billion dirty looks because they thought “oh yeah here we go again another gay” I suppose you get used to it after a while. But it still hurts to see the ones you know nurture for and care for look at you with a face of disgust.
Oh my god I cant believe it he is he is…I don’t know what to say but I know this my effort from now on is going forward to getting him as close as me to possible physically and mentally if he was going to be the one that I loved with all my heart.
Today I walked into the hotel where he was a waiter he came up to my table and said you’re not a customer but I guess for you I could make and exception after all your looks are distinguished at every angle. I eventually said after finding my voice that I would like the simple every day egg and chips…my hands were shaking my breath was heavy and all I could do was play it cool.
As he was walking away I noticed something not quite so taint but it was amazing and I found my self staring at his arse the thing that so nicely bounced up and down as he walked and before I could look away he looked back round and saw me and then he smiled.
His reply to me looking at his arse was so kind sweet his voice like a bed of roses nothing could draw away my attention he was that man the one and for a moment just a split second…time froze…just like that but I had to accompany me on this trip through time a voice his voice the sweetest thing on earth and then it was back to normal and he was saying “I’m glad you like me because I certainly like you.”
And with in that moment I was in a world of seduction
After I had finished my un wanted dinner he came back over and said I’d like to meet you…I hesitated…my breath hot heavy…my heart thudding…and then I think he got the wrong impression because he said “if you don’t want to come you don’t have to” I jumped strait to it and I said with in about two seconds “I’d bloody love to” and then he smiled.
We met in the alley with thoughts in our heads
Later on we met in a deserted alley way no one in sight but him and the thoughts in my head. Eventually he said I want you to come inside with me for a while. My entire body started to shake and then I struggled out an ok.
I went inside wondering I came out full of knowledge
He took me inside and shoved me against a wall and before I could say anything he was kissing me and slowly moving into a full on snog nothing could stop this now because we were going to go and keep going until there was no life left in us to stop.
He threw me on a bed moving all over me kissing me snogging me and all I could think was this is fucking brilliant we both tore our clothes of and eventually we were both naked totally exposed to each other rubbing each other like there was no tomorrow we’d nether let go of this bond that we had. The next hour was the time of my life he pushed me on to my stomach kissing my back licking me feeling my arse and then he stopped.
I asked him “why did you stop?” He laughed and replied “you don’t expect me to do this with out help do you?!” he reached over me and pulled out a tub of Vaseline from the bed-side table and smiled. I laughed as I thought how stupid I was! He slowly slid his hand down his cock, spreading the Vaseline over it, then he took his hand off and started wiping it all over my arse slowly and gently. Then suddenly I felt something enter me. It was a shock at first but I got used to it pretty quickly. He kept fingering me, slowly pushing his finger in and then pulling it out faster. After a while of my moaning and groaning he slowly slid his cock into me. I felt a searing pain shoot all through my body. But I liked it and I wanted more. We kept going for a while. At first quite slow, then he started to speed up. Sliding in and out of me. Each time slamming down quickly onto me hitting my prostate and making me scream his name. after about half-an-hour I felt him cum inside me a scream leaving his lips. I came very soon after. Soaking the bed-sheets. It was the best feeling I had ever had and I didn’t want it to stop. But I knew it would.
I had these dreadful thoughts going through my head as we just lay there on the bed together. *what if he never wanted to see me again?* *what if I was crap?* *what if this was a one off?* *would he ever want to talk to me again?* I was getting all flustered about these thoughts and Gerard could tell something was wrong. “What’s wrong babe?” he asked me. I didn’t want to tell him the truth. He might think I was paranoid or I had gotten attached too quickly. “come on I know there is something wrong!” he said. “I…..I…..just…..is this the end?” “did you just want to see what I was like?”
“of course not babe. I don’t fucking use people. I really like you. And I want to be with you. For I while I hope. Coz that was fucking great!”
I breathed a sigh of relief. I felt the weight of the world lift of my shoulders. “I really like you to, and I really want us to be together. It would mean a lot to me.”
“I know it would” Gerard said smiling. “now I’m still horny. You up for it the other way round?!”
“…..ok…..but….i’ve never…..you know….?”
“it’s ok. We can take it a step at a time. I’m sure you’ll be great!”
Bert reached of the lube and smiled at me. “lets get to work then shall we?!” your first lessons begins now!”
